did you ever fuck up but not even know that you fucked up until you had fucked up so much that it blew you away and there was nothing you could do about it so you were just stuck there with your fuck up, rewinding and fast forwarding and replaying it moment by moment, blow by fucking blow wondering how in the hell you fucked up so fucking much?
This made me cry. I’ve been waiting long enough.. it feels like it’s never going to happen.
I have no life.
Judging from the dark void of space between us,
and the deafening silence you’ve been slipping under my door,
I’m assuming it is not possible anymore.
Another reason why I love New Girl so much. I completely share the same thoughts of hers, and everything else, except that she has pretty face despite looking like a dork. I just look like a dork. Anyway, after deliberating on the routes I’ve taken in this life of mine, I couldn’t help but think that I have the worst timing and luck. This is not really a complain, but actually, it is an acknowledgement. I have a mixed feelings on this, as I feel sad and helpless on this, because obviously I can’t change anything about it, but at the same time I am at peace, where I’ve come to terms that this is my life. It is what it is. And the only thing I could possibly change is my future. And that’s not guaranteed, either. But it is okay.
Gif source: whosthatgirl-itsjess
It’s sad but true, I’m terrible with people. Socially inept, and its worse when I get tossed in with people who are already bonded. I stand awkwardly further to the left, as they have their groups and their conversations, and the,”you know so and so”. I don’t know anyone, or what they like, or who…
I’m so sorry for being AWOL.. I’ve been busy with work. I have so many things to do, and by the time I was home I was too tired to do anything. Today I’m a bit free so am going to share some pictures like pronto!
Have a great day, guys. How was your V-Day? Mine was like:
HOW CAN I BE IN PUBLIC WHEN IT LOOKS LIKE I HAVE A GIGANTIC VOLCANO ON MY FACE?!